After the verdict in the court case, I decided that I could not go back to North Wales again.
If it had been guilty he would be locked away. But it wasn’t, which means I can bump into him. That seemed like too big a risk to take.
With great sadness I decided I wouldn’t return to this place that I love so much until he has died (I wouldn’t know if he had left)
But I’ve been thinking about this.
And it is my choice to make. It is my decision. And I have already taken away all the power he had over me. Why should I let him have this?
And if I did bump into him, he would be more scared of me than I would be of him.
So I’ve made a decision. I have chosen to have the freedom to make my own choices without anyone else being able to have power over me.
I have decided I will return to North Wales. I will take my friend and the little one and we will have a few days.
Because what I do with my life is my choice and I will not allow anyone to have power over my choices again.